Radical life changes and too much champagne at high altitude can take a girl to the most interesting places. Anna’s journey is just getting started when she takes a chance on a new friendship of the handsome male variety and winds up in a tiny village in Crete. It turns out she’s not the only one who has that idea...
My name is Fia Essen and I’m an author…
That sounds like a confession, doesn’t it? Some people know that they’re meant
to be writers from an early age. I didn’t. When I was a little girl, I had no
idea what I wanted to be when I grew up. My parents put me in ballet classes so
I would say I wanted to be a ballerina. I knew my parents liked hearing that
answer. But I also knew that I didn’t really want to be a ballerina.
I spent most of my twenties doing a little
of this, a bit of that, and some of the other. None of it was useful. I drifted
aimlessly through life, without a passion or a goal. I was lost. In 2009, at the age of twenty-six, I
started writing. I had recently left the hustle and bustle of Singapore and relocated
to a tiny village on a Greek island. Why? Well, it seemed like a good idea at
the time. But it wasn’t. It didn’t suit me anyway.
This Greek village had a population of
about 250 people. It had very little to offer in terms of entertainment. So I started
writing because there literally wasn’t anything else to do, not because I had a
particularly burning desire to become an author. I’d been a bookworm my entire
life. Why not try to write a book?
I finished my first novel and sent it out
to more than 100 literary agents. All of them rejected my manuscript.
Eventually, a small ePublishing company offered me a three-year contract and
published my book. All in all, only fifty copies of that book were sold over
the three-year period. When the publishing contract ended, I was equal parts
disappointed and relieved. Disappointed because my book hadn’t become a
bestseller and relieved because, now that the book was off the market, I could
bury the disappointment and move on.
I continued my aimless drifting for some
time, growing increasingly dissatisfied with my life and disappointed in
myself. I would see posts from people I used to know on social media, notifying
their online friends about engagements, upcoming weddings, brilliant new jobs,
and the arrival of their first child. Me? I was twenty-nine years old and I
still didn’t know what I wanted to be when I grew up.
Then I turned thirty and something
happened. I consciously acknowledged that I was stuck in a rut and that I was
miserable. I hadn’t admitted it to myself before. Of course, part of me knew I
was stuck and wasting my life. These thoughts would enter my head in the dead
of night when there were no other distractions to focus on. But I hadn’t said
“I’m stuck” out loud in broad daylight.
Once I made the confession and said the
words out loud, things began to change. I began to change. I began to take
charge of my own life.
Finally, I knew what I wanted to do. And
what was that? I discovered that I did have a burning desire to be an author
after all. It was quite the surprise.
Every writer has heard the phrase “write
what you know” at some point. So that’s exactly what I did. I wrote what I
knew. I knew what it was like to be stuck in a rut so I wrote a book about a
woman who was stuck, lost, and wasting her life. That book is called Ariel and
it was published on the 1st of April 2015.
My second novel, Anna, takes place on a
Greek island. The story was originally a diary. Anna is a fictionalized account
of a phase in my own life. Events beyond Anna’s control force her to take a
good look at her life. She discovers there’s more to herself and those around
her than she had ever imagined. And, of course, there’s romance in the story
too.
These days I’m writing because I’m 100%
sure that it’s what I want to do. It’s no longer a case of “Why not write a
book?” because I don’t have anything else going on. “Why not” is never a good
enough reason to do something.
I want to write. No one else pushed me into
making the choice to write. I made the choice. I’m all grown up now and I’m an
author.
Fia Essen
# # #
About the Author
Fia Essen has been an expat since
childhood. She grew up in the stables of the Middle East and Southeast Asia,
surrounded by horses, philandering polo players, and bored expat housewives.
Currently, she lives in Athens, Greece with her Yorkshire Terrier. You can connect with her at
http://www.fiaessen.com or follow her on Twitter
@FiaEssen. And you can find Anna on Amazon in Kindle format and
paperback:
http://mybook.to/anna
