At twenty-one, Tallulah Park lives alone in a grimy bedsit. As Tallie grows up, she learns the hard way about damage and betrayal, that in the end, the worst betrayals are those we inflict on ourselves. This is her story about the journey from love to loss and back again.
A Family Secret
I think writing fiction is a great way to try to
understand people. If you create a little world for your characters, and you
make things happen to them, then they have to respond appropriately, and that
really forces you to consider their perspective as opposed to your own, and how
they might not only see but feel things differently to you, the writer, about
these events, and about the world in general. So I think I’ve always been
inspired by people, and in particular by families – which force you to look beyond
your own point of view in a similar way.
Families are so important in shaping who we are,
both in terms of genetic inheritance and environmental experience. Usually we
feel that these people know us better than anyone else, so we feel able to act
“ourselves” around them and free to say things to them we might not to others –
such a gift for a writer!
Also, while we might look alike, or have similar
character traits, we all tend to play different roles within our family unit. So
in The Artificial Anatomy of Parks there’s
the peacekeeper, the worrier, the drama queen, the loving figure, the bully, the
figure of authority, etc. I decided to include a family secret, because I
wanted to explore its knock-on effect on all the characters, and how their roles
in the family can dictate their responses (and because it can make for great
dramatic tension!). I’m sure, too, that every family has a secret. Especially
when you look at people from my grandparents’ generation (born early 20th
Century): they were growing up in the aftermath of Victorian society and its
particular set of morals, so illegitimate children, affairs, homosexuality, etc
would usually have been hushed up in case of scandal.
I started off with the character of Tallie. When I
knew her inside out, I knew the bones of the story. (I’m not sure I believe
that your character can completely take over your writing, but I think there
comes a point where the plot can only move in one direction because the
character would only realistically react in a certain way to people and events.)
I always knew I wanted to write about a large
family, including uncles and aunts and cousins. Mine is quite different – both
my parents were only children, so I don’t have any extended family. That also
decided for me that Tallie would be an only child, because in the absence of
siblings, my mum and dad were both really close to their parents, and
especially their mothers. Tallie’s relationship with Evie, her mother, is in
honour of the bond between my mum and my granny.
I also knew from the beginning that I wanted two
separate narratives – one in the present day that would take place over a
period of a week or so, and one in the past, that would follow Tallie from age
five until twenty-one (her age in the present-day narrative). I wanted to be
able to write both from the perspective of a child and an adult – a child for
the humorous possibilities (asking inappropriate questions, misunderstandings,
etc), and an adult for the analytic possibilities (being able to really think about
other characters’ actions, and their motivations).
I wrote the novel as it reads, alternating between
the present-day and past storylines. It took me about two years to finish my
first draft, and then another few years to edit. The story itself didn’t change
too drastically throughout, because the main thrust was always going to be
leading up to the revelation of the family’s secret, but parts of the story
needed to be beefed up, or cut down, and one character disappeared altogether
while another was brought back from the dead.
Something I found really helped
me was drawing up a detailed synopsis, where every single scene was accounted
for. Reading over that, I was able to make decisions about pacing, whether the revelations
were happening at the right times, whether to give the secondary storylines
more or less emphasis, and whether they had too much or too little “page-time”.
It’s been a fairly lengthy process, but I’ve loved
all of it: the writing, the editing, even the tearing-out-the-hair moments when
I’ve realised that changing a scene on page 39 has affected something on page 290
and I have to think of a way around it. And I’m so excited that all my friends
and family can read it now as a proper book! Although my dad did call me up the
other day to say, “So hang on a minute... the story starts when she gets a call
that her dad has had a heart
attack....?”
Kat Gordon
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About the Author
Kat Gordon was born and grew up London, attending Camden School for Girls. She read English at Somerville College, Oxford and worked at Time Out briefly after graduating, before travelling around America for three months then returning to Africa to travel and work as a teacher and HIV counsellor. Since finishing her MA in Creative Writing in 2009 she also worked as a gymnastics coach. She lives with her boyfriend (also a writer), and their cat. Find out more at https://katgordonwrites.wordpress.com/ and follow Kat on Twitter @katgordon1984.
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